The Impossible Dream.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Today went for health checkup at SATA with fanny.Meet her at inter then meet esther near SATA.Reached,took no.,and registered.Had to do this urine sample thingy.Checked tons of things and discovered had PCB.Was very discouraged,but the doctor was very jovious and still wanted me to take VT.Soon it was over and went over to bubbletea,saw alvin and wei ling together at PYSS.

After BBT,went to TM to eat tepantaki and walked around for a few items.Felt like doing jigsaw puzzle like how i did it when i was young.Haha.Then went over to CS to buy cake.Then cabbed down to 85 to meet up for dinner with the rest(CCR,fiona,yvonne,song jie,daniel G.qiu rong).Went over to the void deck opposite 85 and celebrated yvonne's early bday.

Sent yvonne home,walked back to 85 with song jie,talked about alot of things.After that,walked home and had a few conversations.

Now really scared of entering VT because of today's checkup.What if it misjudge the situation and cause the death of someone's closest friend??What if i fail my course because of my pathetic condition??So many "What if" and so little solutions.Now really dun feel like going to sch......

Labels: I hate myself.......

Hush of the rain.
8:07 AM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Today was quite a long day.Woke up late in the morning and father bought breakfast for me and himself.Talked about which is easier:to die or to live.In my opinion,dying is way much easier rather than staying alive.Any way,met yvonne at ntuc and walked around bedok inter.

Met yi tze,hui na,melinda,fanny and esther at a shopping mall near orchard mrt staion.Wanted to watch movie but was cancelled in the end.Walked down to far east to eat ramen because miss lien wanted to eat that for very long!!haha!!After that,walked around the mall.Me,mel and hui na went down to the basement to sit down first,the other 4 ppl were discussing something else.I ordered calamari and mango something(forgot the name) while hui na ordered mars balls with ice cream.Mel didn't order anything.Went to some dessert shop to eat some shaved ice thingy,i didn't eat and we left for tampines.

Now only left me,yvonne,mel,yi tze and hui na.We took mrt to tampines,mel left at bedok,yvonne left at tanah merah and the rest headed to tampines for movie!!Had tons of jokes on the way there.Hui na met her friend there and watch the curious case of benjamin button while me and yi tze watched he's just not that into you.It was a hilarious show,quite touching also and showed the different signs of love.After the show,met hui na and her friend at the toilet.It was such a coincidence.Haha.Sent yi tze to the interchange and i took bus home.

Labels: A friend or a memory of the past

Hush of the rain.
9:14 AM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Today was an awesome day!!Went to play billiard with my friend tau hyan at SAFRA tampines.Had tons of fun playing with him.Walked back with him and went back to SPC to meet my sis,she washed my faily car at there.Went to the airport and met my dad with some of his friends.He went to Manila to play golf for a few days.Went to eat dinner with Aijisan with the family.Ate until very full and went home

Reached home and was talking on the phone.My father entered and gave me a couple of souvenirs.One of it was a snowglobe with a boy inside.Although it may look boring,it was damn cool to me,looking at it float down was nice.The last gifts were keychains,they looked really nice and had detailed designs.

The snow globe with the cute boy

2 keychains!!

Labels: MY family rocks

Hush of the rain.
4:25 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Days are zooming pass day by day.Just can't wait for the enrollment package to come and sch to start.It's just too boring to stay at home.Nothing much to say also.

Can't wait for the 28th of this month!!

Hush of the rain.
6:59 AM

Friday, February 13, 2009

Today went to a few places,went to sch to teach maths,in the end no students to teach and decided to go to ehub and play arcade.Then went to chalet to celebrate fanny's birthday.Went to tampines mall to collect fanny's birthday cake.The place was still crowded even though it was the recession.After that,went back to the chalet and bbq started,ppl began to arrive and had a blast.Went home with yvonne and rested for a while.Went down with sis to SPC to buy some drinks and tibits.Finally persuaded her to go down with me.Hehe.

It's been long time on earth already,other living things might have died by now.Mabye getting too bored being alive already,hopefully the end of the world is reaching soon.Won't want to die another way except for this method.Call me sadist but i like it this way.

Hush of the rain.
8:35 AM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

The days are passing by day by day without any accomplishments.Time is wasted and nothing is done about it.Miss the days in school and hope that poly life starts soon.Friends are also gradually fading into the background.Soon,another batch of friends will be made and process repeats.

Hopefully can please my dad by getting a good education and repay him one day.....

Hush of the rain.
10:16 AM