The Impossible Dream.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Today just came back from fishing trip in malaysia.Really had a nice period of alone time and had a proper thinking session about certain topics.Poly life is gonna start soon,the whole process of making friends and establishing a spot in ppl's head will all begin once again.It's soo irritating,after one chapter of your life has ended,this process will always happen and it's the most frustrating thing to do.

I really miss my secondary school,haha.Got tons of things that i can list.For starters,i miss me and alvin at chinese lesson,doing all sorts of weird things in mdm chuah's class.I miss the part where she was about to start lesson,but everyone will go to the toilet,causing her to delay the lesson.Next is maths lesson with miss pow.Again with me and alvin,everytime finish early and can relax and look at the teacher walk around and scold ppl.HAHA.Another one is english lesson with mr wee,everytime will go long toilet breaks with fanny,brigitte and alvin.Then have tour around the sch and wait for a while then go back to his lesson.Studying with penglin and jiale after sch at bedok library was also cool.OMG,i just miss everyone except for those exceptional ones.haha

Hopefully,poly will be just as smooth as secondary life.

Labels: Good Times....

Hush of the rain.
7:42 AM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Suddenly feeling very down,just really very frustrated and f*ucked up.Wished that time could come to a stand still when everything was perfect.When you had the perfect family at the right house and the right moment.Talked to shahidah and talked about certain people,made me remember all the good times me and my special person spent together.Even talking about her really hurts deep down inside no matter how long since she left us.Even though the pain has faded,it still hurts.You know that person is unique and can never be replaced by anyone.Once he/she is gone,it's too late and we regret why we didn't cherish the person.....

But thanks to her patience and nurture,i'm who i am today and i am grateful.She will be honored in my heart and forever.THANKS MUM!!

Labels: Cherish the ppl around you before it's too late

Hush of the rain.
7:56 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Once again,just came back from work and today was quite ok.Colleagues are becoming more friendly towards me and i'm becoming happier.Haha,that was soo lame.

Anyway,you BLOODY asshole,you think i like to see your face meh?!I didn't even want to come on that day because you were invited.I don't even know why you were invited to the event,you like only come for one or two duty then you quit the cca.You can't even be committed to one cca and you join a second one.For what,just to be with another person,you must be CRAZY!!Next,you have no appetite after i sit in front of you??You think i have meh?!See yours already so disfigured,i can't wait to eat finish loh!!Complain so much,just be thankful that you were given food!!I made you feel lonely??You can talk to the third person by interupting me like most of the time what,now feeling guilty ah??It's too late if you feel that way,now you know how it feels like being alone!!Lastly,if you feel i'm ungrateful,then i'm sorry.

Argh!!You everytime must complain about ppl,causing you to have conflicts with people.You brought this upon and you better be prepared to bear the consequances.Dun complain like an auntie lah,you are just a teenager....

Labels: Conflicts are unbearable

Hush of the rain.
7:30 AM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Just came back from work,dead beat and my pair of feet are beginning for a bucket of ice.Learnt from work that:
-Wearing black thick glasses seems to be a trend
-bitches will try to be the most bitchy person
-I have a fun group of colleagues working with me

Anywhere,when i reached my block downstairs,there was like a group of indians having a gathering,was super scary,like they planning something.HAHA,just joking.

Hush of the rain.
8:15 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

It all started during sec 2,where the whole piece had a small crack.The friendship was slowly eroded because of ridiculous events mostly caused by me,emoing.Now,the gap is so big,like the distance between Antarctica and the Arctic.Could be because of change,life was changing,roles were changing,everyone was changing,except for me.... Now feel so pathetic after thinking back,it was my pathetic actions that caused the gap to be soo big.Time leads to change and is change really good for everyone??Hopefully poly life will be different and better.Maybe some ppl know who i'm referring to.Haha

Labels: emoing is healthy

Hush of the rain.
10:11 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

It's been awhile since i blogged,luckily,no one missed me.Haha.Anyway,just got back from work and my feet are killing me.Must be those pair of shoes,got it during sec 3 and still wearing them.I must have grown out of them.Now cramping my big feet into those small pathetic shoes.Really wanna change shoes,but not sure whether to continue to work after school starts.

Hush of the rain.
8:49 AM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

It's been my second day since i began work at the restaurant where peng lin is working now.It's been quite ok except during lunch and dinner hours.Before and after these hrs,the staff at there are quite nice.All having smiles on their faces,except for those born grumpy.During the busy hrs,they as if have split personalities,all have those unhappy faces,as if i murdered their closest friends.

Today also saw one of the current sec 4 batch eating with her family.She was also shocked when she saw me working her.Any way,now i'm dead beat and can't wait to go to lala land to meet the cloudes of softness.

Hush of the rain.
7:07 AM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Argh!!I'm irritated by her,she rather believe him than her own brother.He wastes more electricity than me when she's not around.He's like a glutton and she's like a lazy bum.Both rarely do housework and they both complain the most.If i wasn't related to her,i would chase both of them out of the house!!

Anyway,today baked some cupcakes and had some good praises from my dad and sis.Haha.Went to meet fanny and esther at TM,ate at express tepanyaki again.HAHA.Saw quite a few familiar face at there too.After that,went down to drink at some weird place.Dun really like that place,too eerie liao.Nothing much to talk about also,so gonna end off here.

Labels: to be excited about TP or not.......

Hush of the rain.
10:49 AM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

It's a miracle!!Someone hired me to work at their restaurant!!They hired the useless,pitiful royston leong,me!!It was peng lin who told me there was vacancy and i went to the place to try for the spot.The place is damn cool and had a nice scenary.First day of work is on friday,starts at 4.15 and hopefully,i will be still in one piece without any bruises or injuries.Pray that i won't be fired on the first day on work.HAHA.

Hush of the rain.
9:21 AM