The Impossible Dream.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

WOW!! It's been stone ages since I updated this old and dusty blog. Anyway,so many things and teeny tiny memories have been carved into my brain.. So many new experiences and many new looks to life.

Choices.... There's always choices for pathetic,fickle-minded people like me. Looking back at everything,it really makes one think whether they made the correct choice or not... Maybe they took a wrong turn and ended on the wrong path that they thought they really wanted it. But in the end,it wasn't really what they wanted...

Freedom.... Another thing that makes it one think whether is it really what they need.. Do they have enought of it or do they still need some space?

Quite hate free time and memories.... Really makes me think about stuff too deeply and makes me forget about the happiness and blessings that i currently have. It's so natural for humans to contradict what they say.. Always wanting to get something,but upon getting the wanted item,they always complain that they want to return to their previous life and stay at that time period where they think they were happier.. Well... That's what i'm thinking now... HAHA!!

Hush of the rain.
9:06 AM

Friday, January 1, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Haha,It's a new year,new experiences,new friendships and new everything!!
Well,2009 was like a roller coaster for me,well my life has been a rollercoaster all this while. Grades,friendship,feelings and life.

Anyway,NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!
1.Slim down!!
2.Get a musical keyboard
3.Learn to play the keyboard
4.Be less EMO!!
5.Be a better person in terms of personality
6.Be more GENTLEMANLY!!
7.Leave more time for family and friends
8.Learn to SAVE!!
9.Be more CONFIDENT
10.KEEP my promises
11.Be more CONFIDENT
12.Get more pillows for my BED
13.Get better grades / Maintain my grades
14.D0 more COMM SERVICE
15.Do more stuff related to photography
16.BE a better son/brother/friend to everyone
17.Prepare for NAPFA(Almost impossible)

:)

Hopefully this year is VERY VERY VERY smooth sailing. No more cock-ups,no more misunderstandings. Which I doubt is very difficult to archieve this in this world....

Anyway,GOOD LUCK for the coming year and have fun!!

Hush of the rain.
1:44 AM

Thursday, December 24, 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

Life has been quite hectic for me the pass few weeks.. Haha. Anyway,it's like the so called holidays for me.But there hasn't been any time for rest actually.Have had gatherings and camps during this 2 weeks. I am like seriously TIRED!! It's gonna be New Year in like 1 weeks time!! School's also gonna restart like on Monday!! Time really flies when you're old and having fun and new experiences everyday...

BTW,I'm like awake and in front of my lappy at like 2.50 to update my blog.HAHA!

OMG,so many things to handle and juggle.. So little time and soo many choices.... Just so troublesome to be alive.

LOL!! Hopefully everything done will be fruitful......

Hush of the rain.
10:45 AM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Life.... Made of ups and downs,twists and turns. Anything can happen in an instance. From your perfect winter wonder land to just nothing but pain and hurt..

From everyday,even the simplest of things,they taught me to treasure my friends and family.But we as humans will never learn... Until the worst of things have happened,only then will we learn to regret and treasure...Even by then,it will be too late and that special moments that were suppose to happen will all be just nothing but dreams....

Even after the pain and hurt had faded,scars of the event still remained...Reminding us of the regrets of not treating them like gems or pearls.... There's nothing much we can do but maybe just seal up the scar and treat it as a lesson or another chapter of our lives... Treat it as a gentle reminder and try our very best to prevent history from repeating itself.......

Despite of what we had done,most of us still ignore these tiny,insignificant reminders.Until similar scenarios happen around us.

So the same things are emphasized again and again for countless of times. Treasure your friends and families.Don't fall out just because of teeny,tiny insignificant squabbles.Accept their short-comings and it's because of these imperfections that makes life interesting with these unqiue friends and family that you have came all the way with.

Hush of the rain.
9:04 AM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

It's been so long.... History's repeating itself. Everything is happening again. Seriously want the world to quickly end!!

Totally not motivated to study... After getting the motivation back,I'm being brought down by other people.Other people want it more than me,maybe i shouldn't have even taken this stupid course.

Stupid Royston,why did you have to have this stupid idea of becoming a vet and wanting to go to TP.Now your stupid life is more even screwed up,it's all your damn fault....

I seriously don't know what to do any more,it's like the meaning of life is lost forever ever since the starting of October........

How i wish you didn't had to leave me and the others.Maybe this wouldn't have happened and i would not be at this pathetic dilemma....

Why me and not someone else?? Just end this stupid f*cking world!!

Hush of the rain.
2:19 AM

Friday, October 30, 2009

HELL!!Another week has just zoomed past...Hopefully this interview won't be useless.. Anyway,lessons have been very hiong these days.So much information to remember and so little motivation to do so...Everyone in class looks less motivated also.Haha.Really not sure what to do these few days.....

Hush of the rain.
8:43 AM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

It's been such a long time since the last update....Anyway,it's going to be the 3rd of school in like 1 hr.The past 2 days of school has been quite boring,timetable is damn shitty and it's gonna be quite hectic this semester.Hopefully won't transform into a zombie during this sem..

I soo wanna change my CDS,i went to the first lesson and it was like CSAS 2 but there was more verbal interaction..They like do this weird vocalic exercises..So damn awkward loh..

AHH..I'm just feeling soooooooooooo damn bored..Maybe just looking forward for the end of the world.Call me saddist but i'm looking forward for 20/12/2012.Hopefully it comes true and everyone will meet one another either in hell or heaven.HEHE

Hush of the rain.
7:46 AM